These past weeks has been crazy. Literally! No sense at all. All the planning and the things I looked forward to kinda subsided because of it. Now I'm going alone, by choice. I've had enough dramas and I just want to be happy...alone. I'm off to new adventures. Not how I though it would be but I'll adapt.
There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It’s just easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it?
What if you like it, and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart.
Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying.
The only difference is, death ends. This? It could go on forever.
I'm nearly done packing. I have a suitcase full of gifts that will not reach most of who it's intended to reach. That's a shame. But I'll just give some of it to others, I know that will be greatly appreciated.
Why do bad things happen to good people? We ask that question so often it’s become a cliche. But that’s because bad things do happen to good people, constantly. You just have to hope when it’s your turn, you’ll know what to do, how to cope, how to persevere. But the truth is, you don’t know how you will react to a worst case scenario. None of us do, not until it happens.
There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It’s just easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it?
What if you like it, and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it, and then it falls apart.
Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying.
The only difference is, death ends. This? It could go on forever.
I'm nearly done packing. I have a suitcase full of gifts that will not reach most of who it's intended to reach. That's a shame. But I'll just give some of it to others, I know that will be greatly appreciated.
Why do bad things happen to good people? We ask that question so often it’s become a cliche. But that’s because bad things do happen to good people, constantly. You just have to hope when it’s your turn, you’ll know what to do, how to cope, how to persevere. But the truth is, you don’t know how you will react to a worst case scenario. None of us do, not until it happens.
They say the truth will set you free. The truth is horrible, frightening; the truth is more than you can bear. I'm supposed to be straight with you so be careful what you ask. Because when you find out what’s really going on, you may never recover.
Luqas had his birthday Monday. And it was just like old times. Anna and her kids came over. We played games and ate. Talked and played guitar hero. We laughed and everything was peaceful for a moment. I felt so good that night.
Luqas had his birthday Monday. And it was just like old times. Anna and her kids came over. We played games and ate. Talked and played guitar hero. We laughed and everything was peaceful for a moment. I felt so good that night.
The kids had so much fun. When my boys have fun my heart fills with joy. That's the best feeling ever.
