Gahhhh

Seems like every post is about my job. And it kinda is. I sleep until lunch time and then I do all the things you might do evening or night time. Which leaves very little time to have beach time or hang out with friends. Most of my friends work during the day anyway. Only my patong friends that´s not working daytime.

Ima try to get to the beach after this. The weather is awesome right now. Sunny and hot. Just the way I like it. And it is actually really nice to lay on the sunbed and listen to music and just be. You know. I am a very energetic person so I get bored quickly and I like to live in the fast lane. But lately I have been working really late and my body is so tired, my mind is tired too. So I need to chill out to be able to cope with late hours and drunken dumbass people. ( sorry....I do have great guessts as well )

This cat that I´m currently taking care of is the smelliest cat ever. Chelsea shall from here on forth be refered to as SMELLY CAT. I kinda regret being bullied into taking care of her. I am such a pushover sometimes.

Oh, looks like I´m not going to the beach. I´m going shopping with Rachel. Shopping, lunch and girltalk. I need some girltalk and input on some issues I have with stuff. Venting and getting another point of view is healthy. What a fantastic way to start of a Saturday. And working tonight ( were supposed to have my day off but I have these Aussie guys coming in a large group. Returning guest is always good ).
Taking Rachel back to Kamala with me. Dinner and drinks before work. She has never been so that will be fun.I wonder which pubs I will take her to. Hmmmm!!

Will do some shopping for my kids while I´m in the shopping mode. I love shopping. Have no money, but I love shopping. I need to get a fucking raise. I bring in so many people. If I worked for white room I would get 2000-2500 night. HELLO!!! I need to start working there instead. Now that I have so many returning guests and all :)


Have a fantasic weekend ya´ll.........

Happy holidays

Just gonna give you the super short pg 10 story.

Went to chritsmas eve dinner with my friends. Ate italian herb chicken and fries. That was the first time I had done that.
It was really great to spend christmas eve with them. Took my mind of things. But I got fantastic news... MY KIDS ARE COMING!! New years. Happy happy happy!!!! :) :)

After dinner we went to Elvis bar for a few drinks before going to work. Yes, I did work on christmas eve. Haven´t done that for ages. Lauren came with me and she got so drunk. ( sorry you couldn´t hold the shots Lauren ).Went out after work and danced. It was so much fun ( for me, Lauren had to stick to water)
Came back home at about 4-5am.
Thank you Ms Angel for my christmas gift. <3 <3

Christmas day I went to Kylie and Albert´s house in Cherng Thalay. Had dinner and drinks. I am really blessed to have such wonderful friends. Thank you for having me. Who doesn´t wanna kick back by the pool in +32 with a glas of wine? Just saying.....

Of course Gangnam style was mandatory. Oppan Gangnam style op op op.....

Went to work later that night. Had a bunch of my swedish guys rock up. It became a party at the bar.
White room had their christmas dinner ( yes, Tobbe...some employers actually take their staff out to christmas dinner ) and they got christmas gifts ( hmmm....where is mine?? ) Adam got the most awesome one. A santa dress. Hilarious!!



Ended up going out again. Meet a friends son in Patong and we shared a tuk tuk back to Kamala some time early morning.

Boxingday is always sad for me. Normally I´m in Khao Lak from christmas eve till today, but since I´m here by myself I didn´t want to go this year. I am talking about the anniversary of the 2004 tsunami of course.
Not gonna spend a lot of time talking about how horrible and incredibly tragic this was.
My thoughts to all the families that were affected, especially to my friend Anna and her brother that survived and a light a candle for their parents that died in Bang-Niang. <3

I actually went to the movies with a friend. I saw "the impossible". I cried. What a well made movie. It was emotional and I´m glad I had a night off. I was a bit shaken afterwards.
Went to dinner after the movie. Had an early night.
Or at least I wanted to. I had such problems sleeping. I had a millions things running through my mind. Realized that some things had to change and some things I am so over. I was tossing and turning. This is the time I really miss having someone next to me to snuggle with.
Last time I looked at the watch it was 4.45am. Insane.

This morning I spent chating and skyping people. It´s nice to catch up with friends over the internet. Very easy to do. Even if it is a quick chat over facebook. Easy breezy cover girl!! :)

 I´m gonna clean out christmas. We have a cat that knocks down everything, destroys my awesome ornaments and stinks out my kitchen with her poo.
But she is cute....

                                           HAPPY HOLIDAY WISHES FROM THAILAND!!!

Christmas eve

My very first christmas eve by myself. It stinks. Not that I don´t love being here in the sun, away from the cold and the now falling snow ( according to all the facebook status updates anyway ). I miss waking up to my kids rushing in and telling me that santa has been here. The joy and excitment in their eyes. Me making breakfast and putting the almond in the porridge. Hoping I´m the one who gets it of course. I haven´t stoped loving to get gifts.....

Anyway. My christmas eve started off with a tequila. Yes, my very first tequila. Thanx Rachel. ( Rachel works for White room, a club next to my bar ) She came running and screaming for me to come into white room close to midnight. ( mind you I was drinking coke and soda at this time ) Of course I gor stressed out and ran after, wondering what was going on. Inside she had a tequila waiting for me. Bless her. She was so excited and jumped up and down saying Happy christmas eve. CHEERS!!!

Then I went out to my bar and shouted everyone a shot ( or 4 ). It is christmas eve after all.

The bar was crowded last night. A lot of swedish people and later even scottish, aussies, canadians and italians. It was a lot of singing and dancing happening. I got offered to stay in Patong, and I should´ve taken that offer. It would´ve been fun to party last night.

Got invited by this swedish returning costumer to spend christmas eve with him and his sister. That was incredibly sweet of him. Thank you Jonathan.

When I got home really late, I had my earphones in and I was in the kitchen doing what ever. Then I saw someone in the corner of my eye and I screamed. FUCK YOU David!! Scared the shit out of me.

Seemed that the Berminator was crashing on our sofa.

So here we are. Me posting my frustration and abjectness on christmas morning.
Not having my beautiful children here really sucks.
Christmas alone is a very sad day, lonely tears never go away, if you have family and friends that are not far, realize how lucky you are.

A couple of my friends went back to Oz yesterday too. And one went to Canada They are all coming back, but it´s not the same here.

I´m glad that I have my Angel here with me. Otherwise I don´t know what I would do. *love*


Anyway, wish you all a merry christmas and have a wonderful christmas eve with friends and family. Eat a lot and hope santa brings you awesome gifts.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my friends Maria and Tobbe who had the misfortune to be born on this amazing holiday. :) PUSS!!!!