Countdown

It countdown to three things. 

1) Australia Day on Monday (yay)

2) Trav will come back from work Tuesday morning. 

3) I'll be leaving Oz in 2 weeks. 

I'm looking forward to Aussie day. I had the best time in Phuket with the crazy Aussies and this year I'm actually in Australia for it. 

Not quite sure what's going to happen but last I heard was that Saz and I are going with some guys on a boat up to Lancelin ( north of Perth ) and just get buck wild. Sounds like a plan to me. What bothers me is that it's shark territory. Would be great to get eaten on Aussie day wouldn't it. 

I'm all sorted out. Aussie bikini, sunnies and bandana. Sweet....

Saz is pumped too. Let the fun times begin :) 

Another fantastic thing is that my friend got out of jail. After 6 months. The idiot. He's ok, just spoke to him last night. I've been so worried. He's ok that's all that matters now. 

Saturday I went to the city to get stuff for the boys and just have a stroll in the sun. 

Met up with Shane, a guy that I've gotten to know, for a drink at the pub. 

Sat at a table with two other guys. One was a complete wanker. No respect for women. He had a very bad case of potty mouth. And I ended up telling him off. 

Shane took me to north bridge after and there was this festival on so we ended up staying till late night. Eating, drinking and watching shows. Talked to all kinds of people and I loved it. Haven't had such a great day/night in ages. Just being me. 

Had a night safari looking for wild Roos. Found heaps. Was awesome to see. 

Tomorrow is Aussie day and it's gonna be great. I'm sooo pumped. Car is set and all kinds of Aussie things has been purchased. Wine is bought and chicken is marinated. Bring it on Australia :) 

I promise I'll put up photos asap. 

Whatever Trevor.....

Recent messages and conversations have made me want to scream out of frustration. And punch some C#$T.  But I'm venting here instead.....
We all get at least one good wish a year, over the candles on our birthday. 
Some of us throw in more on eyelashes, fountains, lucky stars or stepping on whell lids. And every now and then, one of those wishes comes true. So what then?
We don’t wish for the easy stuff. We wish for massive things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we’re scared. And we know we may be asking to much. We still wish though because sometimes they come true. With a little effort of your own of course.

When I hear someone say “I love you” especially to me that means a great deal. It means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I don't wish to change you into someone else. It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you even when you’re in a bad mood, or too tired to do the things I wanna to do. It means loving you when you’re down, not just when you’re heaps of fun. “I love you” means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough not to let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting you constantly. Have a think about!!!! And regarding loving two people at the same time...if you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second.


Getting messages from England opened up the door of memories.....hence the ramble.

It is such a rarity nowadays to find someone to fall in love with and stay in love with. People don’t seem to want to grow old together anymore, I guess there’s no thrill in that. There’s no thrill in being comfortable, or knowing someone inside and out. I’m not about going out every other night ( regardless what you think that don't know me ) or constantly trying to talk to someone new… I just want someone real, something that could last a lifetime.
I never needed affection or attention from a various amount of people to make myself feel worthy or good about myself.
I will always be content with the one I love. I guess that just barely exists. It’s almost impossible nowadays to relay on someone with all your heart, it’s more dangerous than anything. I guess you can say I’m one of the rare ones. I’m not just in it for a reason, season, or lifetime. I’m in it for all three.