Finally

I apologize for my absence it's been a busy couple of days. I'm knackered. 

Said bye to friends and my favorite boys Tuesday. Going back to Phuket was a good choice. I needed this. 

Seeing My friends and Trav. Being in the sun ( tho it has rained the first couple of days ) and just take a breather. 

Flight here was a pain. It's always scary to fly. Especially long haul flights. But i was lucky enough to get an empty seat next to me. So thaaank you very much. 

Met Trav at the airport. Great to see him. 

Went to the hotel. And headed out. So great to see everyone. Got a bit Mao ( drunk in thai for those of you who are unfamiliar with the language ) 

But in my defense I had been up for over a day straight. 

Halloween was epic. Met at Falida's to have pre-drinks and get ready. I ended up doing 5 other people's make up. Good fun :) As I hope you all can see I am a cracked Barbie doll. Those contact lenses were a hassle to put in. My goodness. 

Went to Tazmania on Bangla to go Mohammed's birthday bash. It's fun to see so many people take an interest in this now. A couple of years ago it was pretty much just me getting dressed up and the bar girls didn't dare to look at me. ( Thai people are generally very superstitious ) This year heaps were in costume. To my delight. Then it was gg's as usual and then I looked for my Pii Sao at taipan. Never found her. 

I slept pretty much all of the next day. I have been so tired. My brain is constantly working. I have to learn to let things go that's out of my control. Doesn't matter how much I want it to be different. 

Sunday we went to soak some rays. And oh my lawd I got em good. Just 2 hours on the beach and I was frying. Almost like an Englishman...nah not that bad. After lunch we went to my friends in kamala. Got invited to a Thai-Muslim wedding. It was still so very hot and I could feel the sweat running down my cheast and back. It was lovely tho. The wedding reception I mean. Not sweating. 

Oh, I forgot to mention my blisters. The blisters from hell. Thank you to the Halloweendancingallnightinhighheelsevethoyouknowyou'regonnaregretitlater -shoes. My feet are pounding still. Hope I don't get an infection. 

It was so good to see my friends again. They are always so happy to see me. Warms my heart. 

Looking back, it’s easy to see when a mistake has been made. To regret a choice that seemed like a decent idea at the time. But if we used our best judgement and listen to our hearts, we’re more likely to see that we chose wisely and avoided the deepest most painful of them all, the regret that comes with letting something amazing pass you by.