Australia Day

This weekend did not start out great. At all.

I made a decision and it was forced upon me. Not happy about it.
What good is making mistakes if you don't learn from them?? I have had selective memories but I think it's time to see the big picture. And see who is willing to make the effort of crossing oceans.

But tomorrw it is AUSTRALIA DAY. And it buggs me that I cannot be in Phuket with my Aussie mates to celebrate. Last year was Rippin'. So I made a video in my Oz friends' honor. Waaayy down below.
I reckon we started to drink 9 am and just kept going through out the day. Started in Kamala with the Aussies there. Dewi, Daniel, Marty, Simon etc. Then off to Patong and since we at the time were kinda broke we bought our bottles at the Family Mart. Cheap ass. Ran into some Aussie guys that had been to my bar a couple of nights earlier. So they joined us at the Oz pub. Met up with the Kamala boys later. I had to work at 10 pm so I had to bring the crew to work. No dramas. The whole day was so much fun. Everyone was in a good mood and just fun times. I hope you see that in the video.
 

Very true. Especially no.6 and no.4 

Worked all week. I'm very impatient. But is gonna be great in the end. Friday sucked. I worked too fast and did things that wasn't good. And I'm paying for it now. So next week it's back to a slower pace. 

After this temp job ends I'm going back to Phuket. I really need it. Full circle. Doesn't make sense to you maybe but it does to me. I need to be there mid April. I need to sit at the kata viewpoint at a certain date and just breathe. And hopefully feel better and let some things go. Free myself.
I love that viewpoint. So beautiful. 

If I ever get married that viewpoint would be a good spot. First choice is obviously Vegas.
How cool would that be?!

A friend from Australia called today. It was nice to talk to him. Haven't heard his  voice in ages. He is currently on a tour playing music. He opened for Avicii in Brisbane the other day. Going to Melbourne on Monday. I'm proud of him. He is doing real good. He better employ me as his assistant when the big bucks are rolling in.

Max and I
He always kept me company when I was working.

 

Spend the night at a friends house this weekend. Was up til 5am watching horror movies. And then I spent 2 hours texting. So I feel a bit nackered atm. 3,5 hours of sleep. I can tell you that the mirrors image wasn't pretty this morning. 

Malin and I

                                                         

Me and my girlfriends

                                                     

 

 

This song really touches my heart.

About getting betrayed but still loving that person so much it finally kills you. Guilt and sorrow, over lost love. Losing the one you love is painful beyond words. Sometimes you just cant deal with the pain and memories. And sometimes you do what you have to do to take away the pain. Be it drinking or looking for comfort in the arms of someone else. I prefer fight for the one you love. Slay the dragon, cross the ocean. Love is about making sacrifices and prioritize. Taking action. Or it does really die.

 

 

Oh...I almost forgot. Next weekend the Swedish MelodyFestival starts. LOVE IT!!
I was hoping to annoy a certain someone with it for the next 4-5 weekends but that's not happening.
This person claims to hate it yet this person came from Chalong to Kamala to watch it with me last year. That meant a lot to me. Love that person for it actually.

Anyway. It is on Saturday and I have a birthday party to go to. So I am torn in what to do. I have to figure something out.

Ok here we go.        Aussie Aussie Aussie Oi Oi Oi!!

 

Tired

Came home from work earlier than usual absolutely nackered and in pain. Boys still in school. I crashed on the couch for a bit. Then watched an episode of Sons of Anarchy. I cannot believe I haven't discovered this series earlier. 

Took a hot semi bath to ease the pain and clear my mind. Or attempt to. 

Boys came home late today since it's Tuesday and they have mother tongue class. So I had time to make dinner and clean up before they got home. 

After dinner we did homework. Spanish and English. Put Razmus to bed so Luqas and I could chill out and watch the X-files. I know it's old as but it's still a classic. Luqas loves it. And an episode of 'how I met your mother'. I like that series too. It's nice to have some alone time with Luqas. We talk about our lives and dreams. And eat cheesecake. Oink oink

I am so tired. I want to sleep but I can't. 

I wish it would be Friday tomorrow. 

This is how warm my kitchen is in the mornings. Lovely to work in. Or not!

I thought of someone special when I saw this photo. Could totally picture it :)

This tattoo is one of the most awesomest I've seen. Don't you agree??

Love this bra. Looks really good on..

Her?! Dunno if the bra work wonders. 

And this is me apparently. I think the artist might need new glasses or an art class ;)