Sick!!

Ahhh.... Feel like crap. Sweating and coughing. Nose that won't stop running.
And It's My girls' birthday thing tonight. Lucky for me her real birthday is in a couple of days. So I'll make it up to her then.
Haven't been sick for a year. Got sick when we first arrived here in early juli of last year. Got same as now but worse so I really hope I nipped it in the budd this time.

True blood and american pie-reumion sounds like a plan for tonight.

And with the kids it'll be "the X-files"
Remember that?! Fox and Scully. Totally copacetic!!
Use to mark my calendar and shut my phone off. Loooove it!! Hope they do too.

Ohhh... What a nasty cough. *feeling My lungs coming up almost*
Time for detox!! From smokes, wine and people.

Tomorrow My most awesome friend ( self-proclaimed awesome btw ;) ) is back from a dating trip in Bkk. :) wanna hear everything about it... everything? everything!!

Time to make some tea and shower really hot. Times like these that I miss My bathtub in Sweden.

Hope My girl has a fun night without me ( if that's even remotely possible ) and I'll make it up to you. Promise!

All you other anonymous 100-150  readers a day, you have a great day too :)

Saturday morning...

Getting a bit stressed. Jack ( My tattoo artist ) should've called me this week. I need to get something drawn up and start inking next week.
Think I have decided on what. Since recente events I have a saying that fits me perfectly. I'm a positive person and Hell will freeze over before I become a sad and negative person. Proud of it too. You know your body and mind gets older much faster when you are a hater.
So patong sounds good I think. I have caught a cold. Not fun. Headache and coughing. Drinking super hot tea to hopefully get rid of some yucky phlegm.

Was expecting news of some sort yesterday from a business man in Malaysia, which I didn't recive. And that for me can only be positive. So now I'm looking forward to the new exciting road I have ahead of me.

To all My wonderful and special Friends. I love you I'm Lucky to have you in My life.

This is going to be a fantastic day!! My morning was funny as. Got the reaction on my FB that I was waiting for. Sometimes dude...you just walk right into it.

Relieved

Now I know what happened to my friend. And it is such a relife. Like I´m tons lighter. Nothing bad happened really. A good thing actually. Depending how you see it.

Anyway, I´m not worried anymore in that aspect. Will try my best to be supportive and available anytime. That´s what you do for your friends.

Proud of you and it´s gonna be ok.



"Thats what a friend is for, when your lost in darkness and searching for the light, to help you through those lonely nights, when everything around you fails just hold out your hand, and i'll come running, thats what a friend is for."
-Marty Keith

"The only reward of virtue is virtue; the only way to have a friend is to be one."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson
( Maybe a few people in Kamala should take this to heart??)


"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend."
- Albert Camus (also attributed to Maimonidies).

XOXO !!

What are friends for??

Had a horrible night last night. It was supposed to be fun with swimming and eating. Angela is housesitting a kick ass house in Bang Tao. So I took the kids for a sleepover.

It started of pretty good with the boys swimming in the pool and me talking to Angie and David. But after a while à really close friend of mine that I care very much about started sending me strange texts. So I spent the rest of the night trying to get a hold of My friend and just about anyone that knew My friend to get information on what had happened. Had a great bed with à doona. Did I sleep?? Nooo..... I was freaking out and felt soo sick.

Finally this morning I found out that My friend was ok. That was such a relief.

When you really care about someone you don't leave them hanging. That is the worst Feeling ever. I've not been this worried in years. And I hope that My friend can appreciate that and give me some credit.
And make it up to me by being the friend I love and care for.

I'm not sure what happened to My friend yesterday and I do hope that I'm considered a special friend to that person so I can be in the loop of what's going on. Cause you are special to me...have been since the day I met you!!

All Relationships always need nurturing. Regardless if you known each other for 15 years or 15 weeks. A little something everyday. A phonecall if it is a distance or just a longer hug or a movie night if you are close. There is always gonna be disagreements but you can meet half way or try to see it from each others points of view. That often works pretty well. Give attention to each other and NEVER ignore each other. Then you Will be sweet and you probably will stay friends forever.

Still feel shaken up and super tired from last night and this morning. Just want this horrible Feeling to go away so a little help from My friends would be nice.... :) ( Beatles quote if you didnt know )

Anyway, heading back to My house soon and I'm gonna take a 10 song shower and hopefully feel better after that. I hate feeling like shit.

Possibly My getting My period is to blame some. Mood swings are not uncommon. FYI!! :)

Thanks to my super awesome friends Angela and Hayley for putting up with me and helping me.
In Angela's borrowed house of Awesome..

Chillaxing at its best...

Laying by one of the pools at swissotel in Kamala. Awesome place to let the kids go wild. They have a slide and gym and kids room. Excellent!

So they kids are now running around and playing. And I'm having a nice quiet time ( music in earphones of course ) looking at them and talking to friends over the iPhone. Nice to have time to do that while taning :)

Have had a membership here for a year and it is well worth the money. It's really nice and I'm actually going for à swim to get rid of some frustration and clear my head hopefully.

My friends Jody and Lindsay went on à roadtrip today. To Trang. Jealouse as..

Just Will have to go in a couple of months.

Hot as hell....time to get some frustration out....

Xoxo

And boom....

Just as soon as you are getting comfy and letting your gard down a bit that's when life fucks you up.

Woke up feeling good after last nights conversation. Thank you <3 And it rapidly turned into a shitty morning. For no reason but the ego. So what to do??

You put on some kick ass music really loud, you dance with your kids, even though your neighbours thinks your crazy ( never really cared if people think I´m crazy, I´m doing me ) say to yourself that the sun is shining and I´m on my way and then take the kids out on the bike. And if it´s really bad you go and get some selfinflicted pain. Sweet wonderful pain.....

So I think I´m heading to Patong.

Today and tomorrow is a Buddha holiday so pretty much everything is closed.

It´s cloudy today too and pretty windy. I´ll have to re-think the bike ride now. Damn!
I love going out on my bike and just look at the beautiful beaches and jungle. Feeling the warm breeze and smell the ocean. Stop at a local food stall and eat. I love this country.

Got offered yesterday to come and stay a while with my good friend when he goes back to Australia come fall. If things doesn´t work out I might just take that offer. The city he lives in is evidently the best party/food city in Australia. Thank you sweetie for caring. Appreciate it a lot!!

Hope you have a wonderful day and that you are enjoying what life has to offer.

Sometimes you just feel happy

Have you ever had that week were everything just goes your way??

Well I have had a couple of those days. Well needed.

Monday night my fab friends Angela, Hayley and David that volunteer for the awesome foundation "Phuket has been good to us" hosted a charity quiz at Aussie pub.

To make a rather hard and long story short my team WON!!
Team quiz on your face rocked the house.
Team members: Me, Jody, Britts and Kimberly ( luqas )

Pic will come later.

Had a meeting about a job 2 days in a row. Feel soo good about that. Making plans and trying to sort shit out.

If you want something bad enough, you have to make it happen.

Tonight I´m going to my friends restaurant for dinner. The kids are at a birthday party.

Feel a bit stressed so I´m leaving you with a song that just makes me happy. It´s really funny and don´t take it too seriously :)

Peace love and understanding


The video didnt work, let's see if the pic do...,

No it didnt. Damn IPhone....

And ps. Is really sad to see people get so jealouse and feel so pathetic about their own lives that they have to put other people down. Dont be à hater... Karma is a bitch, didnt u know??