Honeybunny

Went to my special love last night. She had an awesome new flat and I loved it. Could totally see myself living there.

We drank wine and talked about everything. I showed her pictures from Thailand and my friends there.

Smoked waay to much. Kids... Never start to smoke. Yuk!!

Jennie is a fantastic girl. She means a lot to me. Known her since I was 14 years old. We have done some really stupid things together. I choose to call them life experiances. Sounds better.

I appreciate that she listened to me and gave me great advice.
Everything from Africa to orgasms :) :)

She is a sexologist. And soon to be teacher. Imagin having her as your teacher... Hahaha! My favorite class..

Adam...glöm inte vad vi pratade om :)

Anyway, I had a great time and I wish we could do it more often.

Yeah!!

So just got back from the doctors office. For the third time this week. The wound in total is about 20 cm long but the part that won´t seem to heal is 4,5 cm long and 0,5 cm wide. She put a on gauze pad drenched in something which will kill bacteria and fungus ( yuk ) not that she thought I had any but just incase. So now I only have to go 2 times a week. Wohooo!!!

The weather here sucks today. It´s grey and windy and rains from the side. Yeah, you guys from Gothenburg know exactly what I´m talking about. And I was asked to take my friends dog out for a walk. Which I did of course.....again. A good 40 min walk she got. So now Ima go and lay down in my bed, try to get warm from my doona and rest my legs.

I have a wine date tonight with my fabulous friend since upper school. Looking forward to that. Drink nice wine and girltalk. My god I have loads to talk about with her. Not that I ever speak too much.....right?! And let´s see where we end up. We are both a bit crazy.

For you people that are going to Thailand, Mont Clair sucks! :) ( just had to get that out there....however I do drink it when I have to ) But it´s the cheapest and after 3 glasses you don´t care anyway. That´s why I get so excited over having a nice bottle...yes, I said a bottle.. (why lie and say I´m only having a glass when I know I´m not) , of organic white wine. Amazing!!

I´m in a very good mood today, in spite of me being in pain, so I will leave you with a song that makes me happy and wanna dance. Funny video too..

Shortest

I treated myself today. Going to a salon is always fab. Since it was a while I enjoyed it a little extra.
Didnt do anything drastic, just took the dry ends off basically.
I really want to have the same vavavoom hair as Shakira or miss Spears but we all know that It's fake hair and I cant have that. Or let me refrase...I cant afford it. It's expensive to braid in fake hair.

Anyone willing to be My sugar daddy? Sugar uncle?? No...damn!
Guess Im stuck with this birdsnest aka my hair.

Thinking of going more blond. Im thinking Hugh heffner's girlfriends blond. Or would that be too much?
Or maybe I should let My hair rest for à while. I have been stressing it out with daily sun, wind and water for over a year. Please forgive me...

Had a very interesting and open conversation today. Made me feel good. Let's keep it this way...
Ann..I promise to not be so depressing on the blog.
I deserve not to be. After all I am pretty awesome :) :) hahaha!!

Gonna be an early night tonight. Im pretty tired and hopefully I can sleep better tonight. Insch Allah!!

Going to get My wound clean tomorrow. And hopefully I only have to go 2 times a week after tomorrow.

Not a good day

Had a shitty evening yesterday and last night was not good either. Got some messages ( don´t you just looove the time difference? ) from friends in the middle of the night. Don´t really matter since I woke up anyway, so don´t stress about it!! But it got me thinking. The worst time to be thinking at all. 3am. The golden hour!

Did I get any wiser? Yes, I believe I did.
And also made me have more questions. That I could do without right now.

Anyway....since I can´t get a strippers tattoo today, I´m gonna get my hair done.
Treat myself to some external change. My internal change is in progress. :)

So might get a picture on the blog for you later. My keyboard haven´t arrived yet so I´m using Luqas´computer. And getting pictures from my iPhone SUCKS!!

This song s for all the men that don´t know what they have...had.

Sentimental

Yesterday I went to the mall. Since I aint got no car I walked...limped. Just put music on and time goes so fast. The weather was nice too. Sunny and not too chilly. Typical swedish fall.
It was a slow but nice walk.

I love to shop...as do many girls I know. But I like to shop gifts. For My friends. I saw some awesome clothes and necklaces that made me think of someone in Kamala. We parted really badly which made me sad. Lies and missunderstandings does that.

But I love to just run into something and if I have money I'll get it. Making people happy is always nice. :)

Had a short but nice talk with My Angel. It's insane how much you miss your friends. And others.
Im glad to have met so many wonderful people and Im blessed to call most of them my friends. And having them in My life just makes My life that much better :)


Im going through a rough time right now and Im thankful for their support in different ways. Means a lot to me and helps me stay strong and focused.
Couldnt do without the support from the veggiemite eating sweet sticks.
Thanx for being there.

I dont like to be judged. Especially by people that haven't got a clue on what they are talking about. Keep your opinions to yourselves. And walk in My awesome Steve Madden Highheels for a mile or two!
Then open your mouth...

BOGAN!!!

Found this clip last night. I almost pissed myself laughing.
I have absolutly NO ONE in mind.
No one that owns a ford, using the f-word/c-word a lot, had a mullet, smokes and drinks.
Don´t know anyone that fits that description.......at all.

Hahahahaha......hilarious!!

Angel, am I right or am I right??!! :) :)

Sleepover

Friday was the best day since I got back to Sweden. I had a sleepover at my friends house.

My kids went to their nan´s house. ( I know!! Chocking, right? )

I got some wine and Tony came and got me, god bless him. How stuck are you when you aint got no car.....pretty stuck let me tell you. Hate it!!
Really don´t like to depend too much on people. You just get fucked over in the end anyway.

Anyway, got to the house, had dinner and got served a redbull/vodka. THANK YOU!! :)

Had a blast with Rocky and Leo. Big laughs.

As the night progressed we started talking about backin the day and we got soo excited. Big plans where made. Just hope that everyone´s game.

Drinks kept coming and I even had some yukie flavoured cheese rings. *shivers now when I´m sober"

Watched some old videos from back int the day and I had almost forgotten how crazy I am...was(?)
But I´ve calmed down...I think.

You can grow old, but you don´t have to grow up :):)

Got some disturbing news at dinner that pissed me off big time.

I´m that person that treats people with respect and I expect to be treated the same way. Obviously that´s not the case here. Don´t say stuff about me or the situation that´s not true. Or do stuff to me I don´t deserve.

If I care I´m gonna call you on it.
If I don´t care about you I will just not give a flying ¤#&%. You don´t matter to me!!

Thank you my darlings for having me and I know you love me and always will be there for me.

Got a skype call from Mr Awesome. About time. :) I miss you too. A lot actually!! That phone call made me happy for the rest of the night. Small things and words means a lot.
Like taking a bit of your time to show that you care. Even if your on the other side of the world.

Anyway, I had a blast and I needed that. Even forgott about my pain for a while. Wohoo....

 

One of our corny party songs that we had ehmmm fun to!!

ENJOY!!