Chill weekend

I've been chilling the past few days. Just haven't had any energy to do anything. I have fantastic friends that come and check up on me. Both via skype, facebook msgs, calls or home visits. I really appreciate it guys. Cheers.

Had a movie night with the ex and kids last night. It was really nice. We had thai take out and cozied up on the couch as we used to. We watched "clody with a chance of meatballs 2". I do love a good cartoon. People that don't appreciate cartoons don't know what they are missing out on. Or they are just boring. Either way their loss.

Also had a 4 am drunk call. I had basically just fallen aslepp when my mate decides to call and wants to come for a visit. At 4 am......dude, please!! It was kinda funny tho. Don't know if he didn't realize the time or if my previous msgs saying Not partying tonight mate, I AM AT HOME CHILLING didn't get through. Anyway I got woken up and had trouble getting back to sleep. No more 4 am calls. Ok McDancealot!!

Then my neigbour's phone started to go off at about 9am. On vibration. God damn!!
Not once not twice but for a fucking good hour.
DUDE...... bitch don't want to talk to you. Or the dude is cheating on your ass and won't answer your calls girlfriend. No matter how many times you call. You need to spit in his face later and leave his sorry fat ass.

This afternoon Joacim picked me up to go shopping. I bought some new pillows and a laptop for the boys.
From what I understand it is a good laptop. Thank you Jocke for your help. I couldn't have done it without you.
Since I'm not well I didn't spend too much time out.
I got home and crashed out on the couch.
Took some meds and watched "the wolf of wallstreet" Leonardo DiCaprio.
What can I say. Great movie. Really!
I love Leo first of all. He has this carisma that is rare. Ya'll know I go for eyes and carisma.
He's got em both. And in this movie he is also ambitious and a bit of a bad ass. As all men should be.
And tattooed. All men should have tattoos. Leo don't have tatts in this move, I'm talking my type of preferance. Carisma is well important tho. And romance. Got that and you are good to go boys.
So you Leo fans won't be disapointed. He is hotter tho in Titanic. Maybe cuz I love the character. I am a sucker for the romantic gestures. When a guy knows how to treat a girl as if she is his everything. Right ladies?!! I mean who wouldn't leave the bf or husband that treats you like shit, neglects you and takes you for granted when a guy like that shows up or even re-emerges??? No one that's who!!

So boys be warned.....better treat your girl right. Or she will be sleeping on someones else's chest soon.
Women can be astucious. Do you know what goes on inside her head? Or heart? Do you hear her?
Be prepared to get treated as you've treated her if you don't start doing right by her. Not that hard hey.

Ok....off topic. What a shocker.

Wow.....7.15 pm already. Where did the day go??

Let's get ready for that skype call later. A nap first maybe?? To stay chill I mean. Doona and couch sound good. And sliced apples and a bowl of ice. I'm getting chubby doing nothing. I don't like being not well.

                                                                     Good times!!

           

Pretty true..??!!!

CANCER – The Beauty 

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s love is one of a kind… Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 

Nothing much..

I really don't have anything to blog about. There are some very personal things going on in my life at the moment and I don't want to share it with you all just yet. There can be several outcomes so I cant give anything away until I know for sure. In a couple of days or so. Not more than that.

The boys have been sick pretty much since Christmas. I hope it will be over and done with now.
Having sick kids means mixed emotion for me. Of course I'd rather have them well and happy, but when they get sick a certain calmness rolls along. They sleep a lot and there is no arguing or smart ass comments. I like that. We hang out watch a movie eat ice cream. Just chill. But again if they are really sick I get worried. No doubt about that. I take their temperature once every hour, bring them drinks all the time, make sure they are comfy in bed or the couch. My kids are good sick kids. Hmmmm...how can I elaborate that?
If they have the stomach flu and vomit they generally run to the bathroom by themselves and vomit. No biggie. No tears no whining. They have nose bleeds they suck it up. No freaking out. ( I MIGHT freak out depending on how much they bleed, but not in front of them of course )

Anyway, like I said I really don't have much to say today. I'm a bit tired but I just wanted you guys to know that I am alive.

See yous

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

You said what now??

I'm really nervous about a thing I need to do tomorrow. I don't want to do it but I have to. I'm sucking it up as best I can. I have two sick boys here and all. So sleep deprived and anxiety-ridden. Whoop whoop!!
I'd hoped to have the support of a certain someone but that turned out to be far-fetched.
So to keep my mind of matters I picked a topic to blog about.

I don’t like bullshitters and liars, especially when I catch them, and they almost always get caught.
Bullshitters say everything from “I promise to....” to “I’ll love you forever.”  Bullshitters rarely, if ever, do what they say they’re going to do. And most bullshitters honestly believe what they say and they often have genuine sincerity of doing what they said they will do. “I’ll call you, I’ll take care of that, let’s get together, I’ll be there by the end of such and such, I’ll pay you back, etc.” Any of these phrases sound familiar?
I does to me. I've heard em quite a lot recently. So I had to get the skin of a dragon and now it's actions before words that makes a difference. If not...meh!

Let me clarify the difference between outright lying and “bullshitting.”

Lying is a blatant misrepresentation of the truth. It is a conscious act of deception so the liar can avoid a loss (getting in trouble, being embarrassed, losing social status, etc.), or to gain something that they are not deserving of (money, love, sex, social status, etc.).

Bullshitting on the other hand crosses a delicate line. Bullshitting is an unconscious and subconscious act. It is the result of lying to YOURSELF first. It happens so quickly that you don’t even notice it. It becomes a way of life. Then when confronted about it, the bullshitter must protect themselves and dispense even more bullshit. Dispense enough bullshit and you will buy into it yourself because it sounds real to you.

You can bullshit yourself, your boss, your family, your friends,,, but eventually you will get caught by the credible (and even the not so credible). And do you know what happens when you get caught? You get played for a while, played at your own game. And after the other person is through playing you, they slowly and quietly go away… bye-bye. Then you have to find someone new to bullshit.

When you stop bullshitting yourself you will begin to take yourself seriously then others will take you seriously. Some amazing things begin to happen when you stop the self-bullshitting. You will respect yourself more and you will respect others more.